


I cannot cry, yet I mourn. I mourn for your loss of longing. I mourn for the potential you no longer see in yourself. You occupied a seat of aspiration molding my characteristics. A protecting barrier you developed, encompassing me with your security. You held your head high as an individual refusing conformity. Please look at your self. Please see all that you are capable of. Know I love you, yet I doubt that you have achieved your greatest accomplishments. The future is in your hands, and lives will change from it.
Change. I am not overly disappointed when I find quarters floating under cushions, or dimes tucked into deep pockets. Frankly I constantly anticipate the coming of change. A new item on a favorite menu, seasons fading accompanying the new earthy blessings, an acquaintance leaving this title behind and becoming a friend. However I recently found myself engorged by a foreign form of change. I revisited a land I once described with a biblical sense, filled of milk and honey. Unconditional love, selflessness, a place where all my sentences could be finished in another vocal tone, yet with all the right verbs. Foolishly assuming all would be as I left it. This FurnGully of a land was sabotaged with a Hexis of sorts. All I have left of the most creative, inspirational time in my short life is this mere collage. Only hope is that it deteriorates at a much more gradual pace, sparing me of this heart wrenching shock.




This one goes out to my BobCat Westman. He's passed on to the land of milk and mouses. Although on the one occasion in his life where he encountered a mouse he happened to cower in fear. So maybe less mice and more other enjoyable kitty things for you bobby bobs. Like lick baths for puppies for instance, a favorite pass time of yours and wondrous things for attacking. And laser beams to chase on the clouds of kitty heaven. Of course there will be many floors to run across in kitty heaven at all hours of the eve. No doubt you will have your own little kitty computer chair. You will be missed down here little BobCat but welcomed with yarn, and liver in your new heavenly home.
Cali, Cali, Cali how I miss you. Listening to Franky sing about Dolores, I long to lay in that park. Maybe I will try and bring all that charm to this rainy northern town. Arts in the shade, home made drink, blankets to lay upon, and the dearest friends. Well its still winter now, but perhaps soon. I think I will go to Whiterock from the recommendation of Gary. They have quite fine collectables out there. 

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